The thoughts saut to consume me

im so sad and despressed right now....my little girl is gone and i don't know if shes coming back. It may not seem like a big deal to you guys out there about losing a pet, but ive had dollar ever sinc ei moved out of Fremont and for those of you that know me and my background story then maybe you will understand what im going through. most of you that read this will know what happened to me when i was forced to leave my home town and well the only good thing about leaving was that i got sometihng in return. i got my best friend i would ever have and her name was dollar. she was my best friend for the 3 hellish years of that time. she was always there for me and would comfert me when i was angery or sad. At night i would feel her at the end of my bed curled up in a ball and it at least brought me a lil bit of joy to know that she was the only person in the world there for me. and now shes gone...my best friend...i miss her so much...